More Confidence

Monday was very good. I have much more confidence in myself, more than I ever have had before. I have several friends eager to help me from SAGA along with 1 or 2 from pride alliance who will be in Tucson for at least part of the break. So this is the plan...

I had my blood tests yesterday. Only half the results are in and as a result, I can't yet meet up with my endo. Any advice on hiding my endowment would be appreciated. It should be noted that I get "excited" when I put on even my girly boots, or a skirt. So Annoying. Oh well.

After finals week (next week) I am going to start working on things like appearance with my friends at SAGA, as most of my friends are going home for the first part of break and I dont get any of my financial aid until next year on the 5th. Lynn and Erin have agreed to help me with covering up and shaving techniques so that I may get the closest shave possible and makeup to cover whatever else remains visible. I have never been and probably never will be a fan of makeup, but hey, what I need to do I will be willing to do.

After the new year when I get my financial aid, I plan on going shopping with a couple of my friends, changing my name, etc. I provided a few pictures to them to describe the general outfit ideas that I like. Everyone has their own personal style. Not going to post any pictures here yet, no real point in showing you until it is on me.

If I feel comfortable enough to start living full time in January, which I think I will, then things will move ahead. I am planning to tell several of my friends within the next few days including a couple of conservatives but I think they will be cool. Things were not half as scary as I thought they would be. I haven't really told any of my instructors, as I wont be working with really any of them next semester. I also have yet to tell either of my employers, but I think I will try and go down to news 4 and at least start the ball rolling with HR.

Anyway, got a big next few weeks coming up. Please send me positive thoughts and if you wish, comments on the blog. You know I love em!

Hannah