Lots of Changes

Wow, It's been nearly a month since I updated this. I wish I could say that I have been busy, but the fact is that I am on Christmas break like everyone else. Lots of things have been happening over the past few days and weeks.

First, and probably most important, I don't have any time/date to living full time. I don't even know what that is going to entail. I wish I could say more about it, but I can't because I don't know a lot. To be honest, I am very happy that this doubt came upon me sooner rather than later.

The truth is that a lot of things were happening very fast and I needed to stop and think about what I was doing. The truth is that Hannah is a part of me and she always will be. I just need to figure out what is right for me.

As of now, I have come out to several people and I am extremely grateful for all of your support. For now, I need you to keep what I have told you to yourselves. I know that some of you have already told others and I don't know how far this has spread. I am fine with people knowing about me, but for now, I would like to keep it confined to a limited number of people. I don't know who has told other people, and I don't want to know. All that I ask of you is to ask those people who you have told to please not speak about this until I say otherwise. I came out to you first because you are my closest friends and I trust you. As a result of this I would hope that you would respect this request.

As of now, my life will continue on as it has since I first met all of you. I don't know what life will have in store for me in the future, but for now, I'm josh, I like to make movies and I will live as I always have (without the flirting to the best of my ability, you know who you are). This includes dating and meeting new people who will obviously not know about me. Once again I ask for your trust. I will tell someone who I am when I am ready and when I know who I am because right now, I still have a lot of learning to do and a lot of self-evaluation.

Whew.. Ok So now that I got that out of my system, on to less important (but still important updates)

Obviously, as of now I have not found a full time job. I am waiting for some employers to get back to me and I am very hopeful as I have a connection at one of the places I applied, and its in VEGAS! As most of you know, that's where I want to live and work.

Because of this joblessness I will be continuing on for one last semester at the UofA. I will be concentrating on finding full time work. I will not be finishing my degree at the UA because I am unable to study what I want to.

If I am offered a job mid-semester, which is likely, I will be leaving suddenly, but not before some kind of party.

That's pretty much everything that's been going on with me as of late. I will try to update more often with shorter posts.