Hey,
I feel like no one is even reading this anymore. Not sure if i should even be writing. I think that the main reason I freaked out last january, besides setting a deadline with this whole thing was that I wasn't comfortable with my face. all this hair is so gross. I got a few of those laser treatments done, and its starting to look better, but i still have several more that I cant really afford. I want to continue with transition, but I can't afford a therapist, nor can i risk getting fired, at least until after my 3-month probate period is over.
Mom is being a pain in the ass. First she said she would work with me a little bit. Then she started screaming at me and it was like i was supposed to have all this money because I started this new job. I needed help and I appreciate that she eventually helped me, but she doesn't seem to want to talk to me now. Why is this? does she think that our relationship is based on money. I had not asked her for something for a long time. She refused to help me with the move, and I just wanted to be able to get food for the next two weeks. What the fuck am I doing wrong.
-Hannah
Aw sweetie, don't feel like that! We're out here following along, just we don't always have anything to say. Plus, sometimes we're a little distracted with our own drama, you know :)
ReplyDeleteI read this, hun. Keep blogging!
ReplyDeleteKeep posting! I like knowing how you're doing!
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